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| THE FIRST SNOWFALL came early in December. I remember how
the world looked from our sitting-room window as I dressed behind
the stove that morning: the low sky was like a sheet of metal;
the blond cornfields had faded out into ghostliness at last;
the little pond was frozen under its stiff willow bushes.
Big white flakes were whirling over everything and disappearing
in the red grass.
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| Beyond the pond, on the slope that climbed to the cornfield, there was,
faintly marked in the grass, a great circle where the Indians used to ride.
Jake and Otto were sure that when they galloped round that ring the Indians
tortured prisoners, bound to a stake in the centre; but grandfather thought
they merely ran races or trained horses there. Whenever one looked at this
slope against the setting sun, the circle showed like a pattern in the grass;
and this morning, when the first light spray of snow lay over it, it came
out with wonderful distinctness, like strokes of Chinese white on canvas.
The old figure stirred me as it had never done before and seemed a good omen
for the winter.
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| As soon as the snow had packed hard, I began to drive about
the country in a clumsy sleigh that Otto Fuchs made for me by
fastening a wooden goods-box on bobs. Fuchs had been apprenticed
to a cabinetmaker in the old country and was very handy with tools.
He would have done a better job if I hadn't hurried him.
My first trip was to the post-office, and the next day I went
over to take Yulka and Antonia for a sleigh-ride.
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| It was a bright, cold day. I piled straw and buffalo robes
into the box, and took two hot bricks wrapped in old blankets.
When I got to the Shimerdas', I did not go up to the house,
but sat in m sleigh at the bottom of the draw and called.
Antonia and Yulka came running out, wearing little rabbit-skin
hats their father had made for them. They had heard
about my sledge from Ambrosch and knew why I had come.
They tumbled in beside me and we set off toward the north,
along a road that happened to be broken.
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| The sky was brilliantly blue, and the sunlight on the
glittering white stretches of prairie was almost blinding.
As Antonia said, the whole world was changed by the snow;
we kept looking in vain for familiar landmarks. The deep
arroyo through which Squaw Creek wound was now only a cleft
between snowdrifts--very blue when one looked down into it.
The tree-tops that had been gold all the autumn were dwarfed
and twisted, as if they would never have any life in them again.
The few little cedars, which were so dull and dingy before,
now stood out a strong, dusky green. The wind had the burning
taste of fresh snow; my throat and nostrils smarted as if someone
had opened a hartshorn bottle. The cold stung, and at the same
time delighted one. My horse's breath rose like steam,
and whenever we stopped he smoked all over. The cornfields
got back a little of their colour under the dazzling light,
and stood the palest possible gold in the sun and snow.
All about us the snow was crusted in shallow terraces,
with tracings like ripple-marks at the edges, curly waves that
were the actual impression of the stinging lash in the wind.
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| The girls had on cotton dresses under their shawls; they kept shivering
beneath the buffalo robes and hugging each other for warmth.
But they were so glad to get away from their ugly cave and
their mother's scolding that they begged me to go on and on,
as far as Russian Peter's house. The great fresh open, after the
stupefying warmth indoors, made them behave like wild things.
They laughed and shouted, and said they never wanted to go home again.
Couldn't we settle down and live in Russian Peter's house, Yulka asked,
and couldn't I go to town and buy things for us to keep house with?
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| All the way to Russian Peter's we were extravagantly happy,
but when we turned back--it must have been about four o'clock--
the east wind grew stronger and began to howl; the sun lost
its heartening power and the sky became grey and sombre.
I took off my long woollen comforter and wound it around Yulka's throat.
She got so cold that we made her hide her head under the buffalo robe.
Antonia and I sat erect, but I held the reins clumsily,
and my eyes were blinded by the wind a good deal of the time.
It was growing dark when we got to their house, but I refused
to go in with them and get warm. I knew my hands would ache
terribly if I went near a fire. Yulka forgot to give me back
my comforter, and I had to drive home directly against the wind.
The next day I came down with an attack of quinsy, which kept me
in the house for nearly two weeks.
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| The basement kitchen seemed heavenly safe and warm in those days--
like a tight little boat in a winter sea. The men were out in
the fields all day, husking corn, and when they came in at noon,
with long caps pulled down over their ears and their feet in
red-lined overshoes, I used to think they were like Arctic explorers.
In the afternoons, when grandmother sat upstairs darning,
or making husking-gloves, I read `The Swiss Family Robinson'
aloud to her, and I felt that the Swiss family had no
advantages over us in the way of an adventurous life.
I was convinced that man's strongest antagonist is the cold.
I admired the cheerful zest with which grandmother went
about keeping us warm and comfortable and well-fed. She
often reminded me, when she was preparing for the return
of the hungry men, that this country was not like Virginia;
and that here a cook had, as she said, `very little to do with.'
On Sundays she gave us as much chicken as we could eat,
and on other days we had ham or bacon or sausage meat.
She baked either pies or cake for us every day, unless, for a change,
she made my favourite pudding, striped with currants and boiled
in a bag.
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| Next to getting warm and keeping warm, dinner and supper were
the most interesting things we had to think about. Our lives centred
around warmth and food and the return of the men at nightfall.
I used to wonder, when they came in tired from the fields,
their feet numb and their hands cracked and sore, how they could do
all the chores so conscientiously: feed and water and bed the horses,
milk the cows, and look after the pigs. When supper was over,
it took them a long while to get the cold out of their bones.
While grandmother and I washed the dishes and grandfather read
his paper upstairs, Jake and Otto sat on the long bench behind
the stove, `easing' their inside boots, or rubbing mutton tallow
into their cracked hands.
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| Every Saturday night we popped corn or made taffy,
and Otto Fuchs used to sing, `For I Am a Cowboy and Know
I've Done Wrong,' or, `Bury Me Not on the Lone Prairee.'
He had a good baritone voice and always led the singing when we
went to church services at the sod schoolhouse.
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| I can still see those two men sitting on the bench; Otto's close-clipped
head and Jake's shaggy hair slicked flat in front by a wet comb.
I can see the sag of their tired shoulders against the whitewashed wall.
What good fellows they were, how much they knew, and how many things
they had kept faith with!
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| Fuchs had been a cowboy, a stage-driver, a bartender,
a miner; had wandered all over that great Western country
and done hard work everywhere, though, as grandmother said,
he had nothing to show for it. Jake was duller than Otto.
He could scarcely read, wrote even his name with difficulty,
and he had a violent temper which sometimes made him behave like
a crazy man--tore him all to pieces and actually made him ill.
But he was so soft-hearted that anyone could impose upon him.
If he, as he said, `forgot himself' and swore before grandmother,
he went about depressed and shamefaced all day. They were both
of them jovial about the cold in winter and the heat in summer,
always ready to work overtime and to meet emergencies.
It was a matter of pride with them not to spare themselves.
Yet they were the sort of men who never get on, somehow, or do
anything but work hard for a dollar or two a day.
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| On those bitter, starlit nights, as we sat around the old stove
that fed us and warmed us and kept us cheerful, we could hear
the coyotes howling down by the corrals, and their hungry,
wintry cry used to remind the boys of wonderful animal stories;
about grey wolves and bears in the Rockies, wildcats and panthers
in the Virginia mountains. Sometimes Fuchs could be persuaded
to talk about the outlaws and desperate characters he had known.
I remember one funny story about himself that made grandmother,
who was working her bread on the bread-board, laugh until she
wiped her eyes with her bare arm, her hands being floury.
It was like this:
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| When Otto left Austria to come to America, he was asked
by one of his relatives to look after a woman who was
crossing on the same boat, to join her husband in Chicago.
The woman started off with two children, but it was clear
that her family might grow larger on the journey.
Fuchs said he `got on fine with the kids,' and liked
the mother, though she played a sorry trick on him.
In mid-ocean she proceeded to have not one baby, but three!
This event made Fuchs the object of undeserved notoriety,
since he was travelling with her. The steerage stewardess was
indignant with him, the doctor regarded him with suspicion.
The first-cabin passengers, who made up a purse for the woman,
took an embarrassing interest in Otto, and often enquired
of him about his charge. When the triplets were taken ashore
at New York, he had, as he said, `to carry some of them.'
The trip to Chicago was even worse than the ocean voyage.
On the train it was very difficult to get milk for the babies
and to keep their bottles clean. The mother did her best,
but no woman, out of her natural resources, could feed three babies.
The husband, in Chicago, was working in a furniture
factory for modest wages, and when he met his family
at the station he was rather crushed by the size of it.
He, too, seemed to consider Fuchs in some fashion to blame.
`I was sure glad,' Otto concluded, `that he didn't take his hard
feeling out on that poor woman; but he had a sullen eye for me,
all right! Now, did you ever hear of a young feller's having
such hard luck, Mrs. Burden?'
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| Grandmother told him she was sure the Lord had remembered these things
to his credit, and had helped him out of many a scrape when he didn't
realize that he was being protected by Providence.
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